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so for my company i got mdx blogs to work with dynamic metadata and sitemaps and seo and the whole shebang and honestly.

i don’t think i wanna do that for this

the more hidden this is the better.

my own little corner where basically no one will read these thoughts

mom got scammed out of basically her savings and hearing her cry and in such a vulnerable state has destroyed me honestly

• first came the anger
• then came the fear

i’ve always been the peaceful type. and this has put my peace and my patience to a test.

it’s so easy to do the wrong thing. and. vengance is never the answer. i kno dat.

u can try and fuck me over. i wont budge. but when you fuck over someone close to me.

that feeling is indiscribable

she sounded so hurt, betrayed, scared, worried.

today she texted “hard times are coming”

and all i can think about is how i cannot provide for her. and she still has to struggle at 50+ years old.

— ii, till next time. lets hope i don’t crashout