morning lobotomy

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This morning I deadass woke up and spent like 5 (five) hours on Instagram reels. I could feel the mind virus coming into my brain,,, pause.

I like to not think thoughts. I’m trying to understand what is the will of God and what is my own.

Where does pride hide?

Even when you’re ‘humble’,,, where does pride reside?

How do I know when I’m following my heart?

It is my duty to be a leader and keep the wheel spinning; but what if my will goes against God’s?

Do I even actually care enough? By me typing this out I guess it proves I don’t.

- the choice 💉🧠