funny

this sounded cooler in my head but as im writing it i probably shouldn’t have written it and its probably so wrong on so many levels theologically but i just think theres something here. someone can correct me on this 100%

make fun of the blind and God takes away your sight. make fun of the deaf and God takes away your hearing. make fun of the mute and God takes away your voice.

make fun of the weak and God takes away your strength. make fun of the wrathful and God takes away your patience. make fun of the prideful and God takes away your humility.

make fun of the seekers and God takes away your zeal. make fun of the confessor and God takes away your courage. make fun of the doubter and God takes away your agency.

make fun of God… and He stays silent.

goyourownway

gmgm (its 0942)

To better explain yesterdays blunder it feels as if God gives me grace for ~3weeks and then he says “okay, now try it yourself” and i fail miserably

idk how to better explain it.

its as if urge is still there but its kind of minimal and its easy for me to ward off.

i think it could be a trigger like last time. but i can’t figure out what the trigger was this time

it could be work stress but that’s what i’m saying though.

i should be able to protect myself right?

or is it that this is only possible through God’s grace?

okay that’s it. im off to eat my toast.

> Glory To Thee Oh God <

> Glory To Thee Oh God <

> Glory To Thee Oh God <

This song was playing when i was speeding to a’s house after his dad called me telling me the news…